I know you’re calling me,
But I don’t want to see.
You’re in my life,
But I don’t want to tell you about my strife.
I love you but I don’t want you to know.
I don’t want you to see me fall so just go.
I’m scared to death of losing you.
I’m in this situation and I don’t know what do.
I want to give you my all.
Sometimes I don’t know if you’ll be there if I fall.
You lead me home when I was lost,
And I never figured the cost.
I know in my heart I can’t make it without you in my life.
You taught me to put down the knife.
Some days I long to pick up old habits,
But that’s when I feel you by me where I sit.
God you’re here with me but I can’t see.
Right now I just want to flee.
Some days I regret the decision that I made,
But I know that by making it I am now okay.
I would never have conquered anything if it weren’t for you.
If it weren’t for you I wouldn’t know what to do.
I need your hand to guide me,
I need you to help me again believe.
Please rescue my soul,
Don’t let it go cold!
1 comment:
Dearest friend, I know you struggle I know it's hard to see your own hand in front of your face sometimes... I know it's hard to remember how great and how awesome God is and all the things he's done for you in the past because you are living here and now in the present. I would ask that you do this one thing for me--pray on a regular basis that God reveals himself to you and then be ready because he can do so in a number of different ways. A conversation with a close friend, a bible verse from sunday, walking outside to the bus, playing a game... wherever you are, God can see you and God can encourage and lift you up, but you can't brush it off because that does you no good whatsoever.
Just remember to keep pressing on towards the prize and remember ONE MORE YEAR... focus sweetheart.
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