HIndering Burdens

I've tried so many times to lay my burdens down,
But for some reason they keep coming back around.
I'm constantly reminded of my sin,
And I don't want to go back again.
I know God is there,
So why am I so scared?
I can't feel Him around anymore.
It feels like I'm running into locked doors.
The windows are shut and there's no way out.
I can't figure out what my life's about.
It feels as though I'm running out of time,
And I'm being reminded of every crime.
He forgives and forgets,
So why must we regret?
Human nature makes us want to be who we're not,
And only cry out to Him when we're caught.
Sometimes we focus to much on the bad,
And don't praise Him when we're glad.
Give Him your life,
And He will help you overcome your strife.
This seems so hard when you're in the dark and lost.
However, He gave His son at all costs.